Love Be Not Proud

Beneath this insane feeling of rejection- i still love u/ Beyond these walls of my crazy imagination- i still search for u/ Letting u go was da worst decision of my life/ I don wanna accept da fact dat u no longer in my life/ Day and nite i dwell in yr world/ I know this aint rite but what am i to do when u no longer exist in my life/ Time is at stand still over here/ Wish i could see whats going on over there/ Many said i wont cope wifout u and they were rite/ So it.s clear i'm dead because of u- my days are nites/ Even a blind man can see my pain/ As wel as a numb person can feel my pain/ Cupid was shootin me wif yr arrows so my blood was red and white/ Now i hate dat day were everythin around is just red and white/ Don blame me coz i tried and GOD knows i tried/ This not bout me tryin to gain pity/ But it.s bout realising that i was wrong/ Voices whispered dat it was too late/ But what kind of a men will i be if i don settle this score/ Come back to me so there wont be nothin to lose but so much to gain/ You are not dead to me so give me back my sunny days and take away this rain/ You are da reason for me to be alive/ You are da gift from da heavens above/ Wish i could puzzle up my broken for u to home/ So in the meantime u can house the home in my soul/ U are mighty to me and i thank da Almighty indeed/ U are still mistery to me although i've been wif u in need/ I still see u in da eyes of loved ones/ I still defend u in da haters mind/ I dreamt a dream bout u in my dreams/ I still hear yr voice in da melodies/ I still feel yr peace in all da harmony/ I broke my compass but it still leads me to yr direction/ I'm broke ngaphakathi and u da last piece to my completion/ Il rather die than live wifout u coz dat be nothin/ Give me this moment so i can cherish every second wif something/ I wont apologies coz i already did/ I wont continue diggin this grave coz i'm into deep/ I walked thousand miles for u,feet hurting/ I knelt everyday praying, clothes torned/ Yet GOD gave me grew skies so yrs can be blue/ Took u away from my life so u can grace another life/ I blamed u for every lil thing in my life/ Hate is a diseases but u are da cure/ Yet i still say u did this to me so LOVE BE NOT PROUD