Love and Pain

The sun shines as the blue sky reigns. But shadows of darkness have me in chains. Since she left, my life is nothing but pain. When she said her love is no longer for me, it took my sunshine away..... I hope she is OK, I don't want her to hurt. I'm sure she is happy with the man she deserves. I hope he is good, this nameless man of her choice. I hope he treats her as gold, his treasure and his spoils. The feeling of loss punctures my heart with a knife. I feel the weight like the end of my life. As I sit on the floor, grounded and wounded. Without her my life is empty and depleted. For her I would die, I would give up everything. I pray for hope, for light, a glimmer of something. I love her so much I don't know what to do. Is her heart really for another, I wonder if it's true. She should be loved and cherished like a jewel of the sea. Since the day I met her, I had hoped it would be me. The cost of love is not always free as they say. To have her happy, I will give my life to pay. I hope she does not leave, but she has already left. I wait for the devil to bring an end to this mess. She doubts me, not trust me I know for sure. But she need not ever doubt my commitment and love, it has always been pure.