Love?

Love? What is Love? Is love that feeling you feel when you like some one a lot? Is it that feeling you feel When you belong together? I've Heard it's better to have loved then to have lost. I don't belive that. Weather you love or loss one way or another you wind up with nothing in the end. Doomed to be sad and depressed. Could that be the reason I cry myself to sleep at night? Stuck in the past and not willing to move into the future. I say I don't miss him, But I lie. I miss him more than he will ever know. I wont tell him and I don't know why. Every guy I have been with remind me of him in some way. I think it's a curse to love someone so much and not being able to tell that person how you feel. I feel as if we all have some one there for us no mater what, but we don't realize it until it's to late. Why? does any one know? I know I don't know? yet i wish i did.