Love

love... So many definitions to it.. Too much, I can’t remember.. Mine’s “sacrifice” but it got me single till O-10 October, So I force myself to follow the trial that even small feet mark, Dating all jerks and ass-wholes who think they reach beyond crunk... Smoking, partying and getting drunk... All part of their definition of life, So being my open minded self I let them in.. Watch as they open all rooms and raid my fridge, Smile and fake laugh to their jokes hoping I fit in, What can I say? Can’t blame anyone for it, I wanted to grow...and find love... I’m trying, I really am but where the **** is it?! Maybe I lost it, or maybe I have it or I’m yet to search for it, Word is u can’t replace your mind to where your heart is, God knows I keep trying my hardest ...to please...