Love

I have a problem I'm addicted I'm addicted to the strongest drug of all and I need my fix and I need it now I need it to last and no other drug can seem to surpass I need this fix filled down deep in the pit of me my shadow you'd say my darkest epitome so much more than any other part of me a festering fire that lives in the heart of me only love can stop what is growing inside of me but if there's only one true love than how can this be? so many have searched and found nothing but enemies so many have ran to the trees and the depth of sea but me I'll keep fighting I'll find my true entity no worldly creature could ever strike fear in me only that feeling that resides down deep you see such difficult choices anguish? or destiny?.. a seemingly endless journey searching for the rest of me locked away in a cage in the illusion of ecstasy I question each day why am I here? what could be meant for me? If that could be answered we'd truly by blessed for free but how could they answer the challenge that's meant for the on going climb from the heart to the brain then our genital mind the lusting for others which eats up our time while molesting our minds with adultly divine reasons and rhyme which usually end in a puddle of crime..