Lost Touch

Sometimes when I think about it I wonder if I'm doing my part as a friend, a boyfriend, future husband thoughts are running threw my head of us making passionate love not just fu(king and if I'm not doing something right let me know, I'm here for you in every way possible not just for show and I'll be your everything till the day this relationship ends till the day I stop loving you, being faithful, dedicated, and true and only GOD himself would've knew that we'd be together, I'm just praying as this relationship grows so do we and get better & better you see my ex treated me so dirty I wish I could take back the day I met her and because of that it feels like I lost my touch in a sense and sometimes when were together I almost feel half past tensed and since I'm the one you want it's likewise on me behalf, but you do the math with everything I shared with you true romance from a woman is the one thing I never had but despite all that, to have you in my life... I'm glad, joyful almost, and just when I was losing hope you came and reassured me so now this lost touch is an everlasting touch, it's that climax when a man or woman is about to nut, it's that warm stare when I look at you and nothin else matters, it's that smooth relaxing feeling when you stirring cake batter my lost touch is now found and from today until our last one, I'm gone hold you down