Lost Soul

At night when I lay in bed and the house is quiet I often think of my lost soul The greatest thing in life is life The kindness and understanding of your stand Almost where you stand in life in a line Self worth and importance and acknowledgement of my accomplishments I often think of my lost soul Structure of my soul The ability to shed layers of tears yet hide them with a plastic smile to protect my lost soul Wash away the pain and release my pain with a new found layer Once impossible but only nurtured by past struggles and self teaching I often think of my lost soul I'm so bored depressed lonely unhappy miserable I've lost my soul In all areas and aspects of my life Like i'm trapped in my lost soul Locked up in my own state of mind and confusement Such a bad feeling but still I hang in there and continue to hope for a brighter tommorow My lost soul Look how hard it is to pick yourself back up after you have fallen But how simple it was to fall Sharp objects inflict the pain quicker than the actions of a human being Put down your shield and surrender I've lost my soul Tonight when I lay in bed and the house is quiet I will once again think about my lost soul