Lost Me

I don't wanna have anything But i wanna have everything I don't wanna be smiling But i wanna be living It seems so possible But negativity hits then It seems so powerful But fate hits then I kept on regretting the things that I loved most Oh trying to find out smile that i have lost Everything i heard Seems to be fake now Or everything i had Seems to be fate now Oh I lost Lost in the world where feelings gets boring now Oh i lost Lost in the world trying to find me 19 years of my life Slept along with a knife Cutting all the dreams i have weaved Shooting all the feelings i have loved Falling down getting up All these years i was too dumb Things go right things go wrong All these days i was so numb Everything i heard Seems to be fake now Or everything i have Seems to be fate now Oh I lost Lost in the world where feelings gets boring now Oh i lost Lost in the world trying to find me Down my heart their's a way From every problem it keep me a away Stolen tears broken mirror All the time i live in terror And i am wrong and wrong and wrong Trying to be strong and strong and strong Holding this for too long and long and long Woo woo i lost myself i lost myself Everything i heard Seems to be fake now Or everything i have Seems to be fate now Oh I lost Lost in the world where feelings gets boring now Oh i lost Lost in the world trying to find me