Lost Love Wlm March 29 2011

I feel so hurt And so much like a jerk For I have lost my dream Just let it out and scream What did I do Can I ask you Am I to be alone All I can do is groan I ask God will it ever be Does she really want me Please Lord let her call For me to be that is all I am so stuck in a rut Do I just give up Can not hold back the tears The return of all my fears I hope to see That she really needs me I will never know For she will have to show Can you give me my best friend Or have I lost her again Tell me did I sin Should I just give in I am at my wits end Knowing not where to begin I sit here and moan At me just throw the heavy stone Please, oh please hit the mark Then I know it will break my heart I always feel the use Finally I remember the abuse My feelings inside Will never subside Why not go ahead and fall With my life just end it all Does anyone really care That would be so rare For all I feel is lost And in the end that is the cost