Lost Love

I'm sorry girl I didn't know that you loved me We were friends so long I didn't know how you felt when you hugged me I said best friends forever You said me and you for life I said our friendship would never end I had no idea that it would cause so much strife I had a good feeling around you But you had a warm feeling around me Your heart had been torn And I'm sorry that I didn't see it You said you loved me And I said sorry You said you were fine But that morning I was really sorry I go to your house And see the docs and cops I break past the barriers into your room And then my heart just dropped The walls painted crimson Even though last night they were teal I look down at a corpse In your hands a steel I watched the ambulance take you away And I noticed a letter I opened it and looked It said: I wish I were better I loved you And you couldn't return it when I was alive I had no reason to live from then on I knew thereafter I just wanted to die I was so stupid I knew I had no chance You had your eyes on someone else Even when we went to the dance I read the letter And fell out and cried All this time you loved me I said no and for that you died This was my fault And there is only one way to solve In my water tonight I'll let the pill disolve I didn't know how much I loved you And now you're gone Well now I'll end this And finish my life's song We can be together forever And I can end this with a happy sigh As I lay down in my bed tonight And I'll see you when I die