Lost Inspiration

Now it all seem blank and words refuse to flow from this pen wisdom to think, i even lack even greatness at times i doubt, and i ask when? often unconsciously, i sit in this plank looking back and forth, now and then And it all started after that sickness,when i started going blank and some memories i have to keep with a book and a pen All i see is black! black!! black!!! Who would get me my inspiration back?