Lost In My Eyes

I push you from my mind So you haunt me in my dreams Dreams you hold me in Console me from whatever ails me And dry tears cover my cheeks Only for you to rub them And I turn away knowing this pain I feel you only trigger And I am so confused I don’t know if I’m supposed to take comfort in you again Only so you could fire poison on me Rob me from every happy moment I could’ve had And I want to reach out But this heart it aches It whispers the memories we could have had forever If you’re going then go But don't you ever come back Don’t you ruin this only sanctuary I have For you are lost in my eyes But never in my heart.