Lost In His Name

Have we spoke about the time i smiled and loved to laugh? That was a me he loved and he left after he was done with that me! He dint realise he changed me into something so new to the world and so new to me that i was a stranger to self! I tried running from this new self but later embraced it in such way that i became it!!! The only thing i have left of him was a memory that gave me excruciating pain in the heart. But what would i do with the memory if i hadnt felt the pain and cried a few drops of tears in his name!