Lost and Found

that life was not meant for me where happiness is constant and smiles are common place the only thing I have ever known is the cold the breezes through the gentle warmth always elude me laughter is but a stranger and sometimes it's chased away by anger the double edged sword seems to only cut me no matter how hard I swing it at someone else the pulse that pounds in my veins is but only temporary so it would seem that at some point in time something special would be mine a place of peace a group of friends my hidden treasure finally found and yet here I am yet again bound waiting here alone in lost and found