Lost and Confused

I don’t know what happened, I don’t know where things went wrong, I thought I was doing everything right, I was wrong all along, It hurts now, but it will get better with time, I just wish I could erase it from my mind, I can’t stop crying, can’t stop thinking, Can’t seem to understand; now I can’t stop drinking I feel like I’m nothing, never good enough, I put on a happy face and try to act tough, This is all too much, I can’t deal anymore, Was this all for revenge, are you trying to even the score? What did I do that was so bad? It’s not fair to treat me like this, it’s so sad, I shake my head just thinking about it, None of it makes sense so I guess it’s a loss I must dismiss, Clearly it was never meant to be, A friendship lost over nothing, at least it seems that way to me, I wish you the best; I can’t waste time hating you, Just know this was your decision, We’ll go our separate ways, I’ll do me and you do you.