Lost

Lost Broken Battered Tattered Lost Alone Confused That’s me Sad Depressed some people say they mean the same but they just don’t know the pain I feel is real The pain I feel won’t go away It’s as real as ever Worse than before Every night pain comes knocking on my door Forcing its way in Not giving a damn that I am trying to shut it out Not really giving a damn about anything It kicks, and hits, screams, and yells, bites, and scratches Tries to drag me down to hell I reach for heaven but know it’s in vain I fall I haven’t broken the family history Like I said I would