Lost

The stars are bright on this night I can feel a heavenly presence in the light I know I have to do things right Even if I don't make it home tonight The feeling I been getting is lost My heart and mind seem to be criss-crossed But on with my life I must tread Even if I feel so helpless and dead Dead is how I have felt for a long while But I keep it hid with my smile I can feel the pain on the normal days I was once told it was just a phase I never felt so lost in my life A life so filled with chaos and strife I wonder if I’m on the right track And if not, can I find a way back I hate feeling empty all day long Because it feels so very wrong I have been watching as the world slips by I can’t feel alive no matter how I try Lost is all I seem to be Even the blind can see more then me In this dark maze I am bound Locked in the dark, waiting to be found