Lost?

When we read Romeo and Juliet in class It makes me sad. The kind of sad that makes me think I'll never be happy again. It also makes me feel stupid. I dwell in the past and don't want to move on, I feel like Dying. Like there no point on living. I miss my last three ex-boyfriends, they all made me happy, but now every time I think about them I'm filled with great sadness. I want to move on but I can't some thing always holds me back. Every night I cry myself to sleep. I guess it's because im lost. I would tell my friends how I feel, but they would just laugh. I feel like I can't trust any one, not ever myself. Every one thinks they understand me ,but I don't even understand me. So how could they? I wish there was some one to take this pain and heart ache away, but there’s not there never will be. I'm alone and lost Forever.