Lost

My time is free all I got to do is rome aimlessly searching for answers asking myself why why am I here every things in my life don’t make sense and these answers I search for don’t exist looking up at the stars wondering what is this for and still asking why am I here I’m always getting put in places where I don’t fit in feeling left out while people stare burning a hole in me and I ask why why do I feel this pain people always assume that I’m happy but I don’t see what they see I see a lot of pain and suffering and everything seems to fade as I stare at these dark walls I draft in a place where the lights are out it’s cold, and I’m alone leaving this world asking myself where do I truly belong as I try to sleep these thoughts rome through me building a wall keeping me trap so that I will always recap on the life I once had feeling like I should vanish I hide my pain with a smile and tell you everything going to be alright its truly hard for everyone to see the path I walk is just not that easy living my life as a dream feel like I’m the person who shouldn’t be seen waking up and the world seems to freeze and everyone stop and stare so emptily and I see the one person who could help me my life fade slower and slower by the second looking up to see if your still there losing sight of what might be I’m dying and it all just seems like a bad dream and now I’m screaming help me but the world is empty and no one sees me