Lost

Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born at all. Wish that this life I live never existed. Wish that I had never met you! Sometimes I wish that I lived someone else’s life. Wish that for once that I was perfect. Wish for once I was happy. Then I realize I have it easy, That I can walk away and leave you in my past, But you… You are stuck with yourself forever! I may not be the prettiest girl you’ve seen, I may not be the happiest, But you are the meanest, cruellest, person I’ve ever met, I can change my looks, And I change my view on life, But you… You can never change your past! You will have to live with what you’ve done, Until you die. You’ll have to sit in the misery you have caused yourself, While you watch everyone you love leave you. You can change it, But you don’t know how anymore. You lost that part or yourself a long time ago, You don’t know how to be kind, You don’t know how to be gentle, You don’t know how to be nice, You don’t even know how to love anymore! You lost that part of yourself a long time ago I was one of the few people who would actually do anything for you, But like your old self, You’ve lost that too! Sometimes I feel lost, But then I look into the faces of those who love me, Of those who I love. Even of those who I don’t even know, And I realize I’ve never been more found then now! I’ve found my true self, The self that has never met you. And to tell you the truth, Not a day goes by, Where I miss my the old me! Only the old you!