Lost

I think I am lost ... Or not .... I feel I am on road without any destination ... Driving with hope that I will find a place I'll like and stay there .. . I think I am lost ... Or maybe I am on my way ... I am not angry ... I am broken ... I am not sad ... I am torn open ... I think I am lost ... Or I am just an old wandering soul causing mischief ... Maybe i feel things a little more ... Or just a little too raw ... Or i am just a little tender... Cause I don't easily let go ... Maybe my heart strangleholds these feelings a little too tight ... And for just too long ... I think I am lost .. Consumed by pain ... Some days i taste it and on some I feel it ... Some days I doubt my existence ... Some days I am in love and some I am not ... I think I am lost ... Constantly haunted by my demons ... Engulfed in this ball of illusions ... Pampered by the devils I once kissed ... I need saving ... Saving me , save me from myself ...