Loss

loss is a sad word, from experience i speak I come from a past that was very bleak. I can't give my husband the baby he wants In my dreams, my loss it haunts. I feel I let every one down because a true grandchild from us will never be found. Why did my body kick you out before your time my body made you leave before you was in your prime. when I held you in my arms you had already gone I cried that night till the early dawn. In heaven you are now, with God by your side When I said I forgave you Lord, I'm sorry I lied. I still don't understand why you took my babies from me my heart is heavy with hurt sometimes its hard to see. I have no baby to rock to sleep at night and I have no babies to love and to hold tight. A very good mother I would really be Please give me a chance for you to see.