Losing What You Never Had

Losing what you never had..how ridiculous right? There is that time you come to realise that you can't be selfish in having what doesn't really belong to you. Keeping what's not yours..even worse..what doesn't really want to stay. Well do yourself one huge favour and let go. There is that process called taking things for granted. Is it not better if its just a mere object, now come to think of it when its just dear you. Dear you with all those emotional self pity and wallowing crap from different directions. Its even more sad when you can't accept it and just love harder in return. As much as you know that you are nothing in their eyes you try as hard to be something. I shall not play the blame game here coz I know love should be held responsible...as much as gravity can't be held for one falling Falling for inexcusable excuses..first class lies..pretense Unbalanced.. Subtracted and divided attention and all the what nots in the universe Those moments when you subconsciously lash at your heart For loving too much..for being such a dear..for feeling when not supposed to Its just too complicated a process to tell your mind not to love when thy heart does so without even being told to do so