Losing My Mind

let me turn on the lights, cause now its far past done i'm bout to blow this place its filled with explosives and im not too sure when it will all be over maybe that one time when we're all sober but are you ever sober- no but drunk on life, high- it's such a dream nothing seems to real anymore its all a joke and that's for sure too bad it isn't reality, I enjoyed playing with knives- shooting backwards, walking on lilies in the lily-pad, avoiding all water. cause now, you're only sorry, sorry you neglected me- so I shut off the lights.