Loose (To My Grandmother)

You loose your heart, Memories erased, Where you stand or awake, Not sure anymore. This disease, Makes me forget, It makes me not remember. I'm sad, it's br\urning my brain like embers. It's all so vauge, All so gone, I can't even remember my granddaughter. I can't remember yesterday, much less my childhood. It must be a dream, Because it's so unreal. I can't believe the hurt it's causing, I'm loosing myself.