Longing For May

Sorry baby...I know we're here now and it's all in dissarray... Upside down and lost to us this bond is lost, spoiled by this lust like blowing dust, and now all gone for us Now lonely lovers recoil, licking wounds spitefully pacing rooms, cursing full moons we gazed on naked in early june Sorry July is hot and tormented now and the days hurt more when passing... we bowed to urges bypassing friendship ...slipped into awkward courtship as the feelings ran too deep and as the flow dried like concrete settling into jealousy and lies a different glint in your eyes, now and ever more I see your devil's halo skewed angle~ dark angel Sorry baby, that I may never recover To know such a wonderful friend and such a self-centered lover... to know they were one and the same I sacrificed one to know the other to seek curiousity beneath the covers. Losing that girl I always laughed with so freely Pushing away that woman who cut me so deeply and now you need me? ~~ this suspicious August will leave me longing for May