Longing

it was not easy to say I love you though it's also arduous to long for someone. These passing days I kept myself busy Just to ignore the raging feeling in my being i read a lot of books, I always run away from you I avoid to utter a word about love But as long as I ignore, It just keeps getting more deeper Yes, honestly, I learn to love you. But then again a wind blows, I saw you with another, The pain hastily creeps over me It was like a poison smeared in my heart. At night, I pretend to be asleep and sobbed. Much care for someone who's numb, Deep oove that could never be mine, Lost love who shattered my life. It was arduous to long for someone.