Lonesome Tear

I can’t stop crying, and just get over it The losses I’ve faced the past year. What’s the big deal, why don’t I heal? And stop crying these lonesome tears. What’s there to hurt when I’ve lost two uncles, A cousin, and aunt and a baby? Add to that a love three pets and a husband None of that should hurt ya think maybe? None of that should affect me, shouldn’t cry a tear I’m sure a wimpy one, aren’t I? But these lonesome tears keep on coming like rivers I’m so stupid for wanting to cry. No reason to cry, no reason to grieve But it sure is lonely out here. I’ll curl up and die, if once more I cry Just one more lonesome tear.