Lonely Again

And the loneliness attacks me Yet once again And I feel that great hollow Dig deep in my being It clamps down inside me It chokes out my heart It leaves me so empty I just want to get out There are so many people They gather around They give me their friendship They hold out their hands But deep deep inside me My being does cry For the love that I need here Before I will die I want maybe too much I’m not really sure Don’t think it impossible Let love through the door I could reach down inside me And drag out all the hurts And throw them as garbage This life is too short I sit here and sit here While life floats me by Sometimes I just wish That I would just die My memories they haunt me They attack me some more They steal from me meanings I don’t know the score I’m trying so hard here To just be let free To take back a life force That should be my tee