Lonely

Why do i feel like this today? Being more unstable and alone each day I have lost my hope to rise above all Why am i gravitating down like falls? The mass around me seems so busy Happiness for all so they live easy But why my life feels harder to live I'm not fine, Everything's out of crease Is my waning heart resting slow? Or blood in my Veins have stopped to flow I am fine! I can't say my friend I just don't look crying, sitting in the rain Is life worth like just a cube of ice? Or maybe the game of dice and the Sixth Side But even the losers here receive the prize That is death after trembles and cries