Lonely

Death is upon us it follows near. Chasing looking for a brake Falling we are alone. We go Consumes our soul just as we speak. Pain is no longer. Life has begun. Our soul floating away. Finding peace if we let it! Agony is too deep. Waiting to try our new life. Alone we still pass others. Deep in a grave we lie. Only to devour our soul. Climbing to a higher level. Held down and only given sorrow. Breaking our hopes we run to hit a wall. Escaping our world we all know. Taken to a place not like ours. Suffering to eternity. Only to think we have achieved. Always lonely will I be. Waiting and hoping. Someday to be filled with life Having one to share A floating being is all I’m able Roaming the earth Looking for a lost love One to hold and care Hardened hearts are near Opening them I warm inside Cold lying still no response Pushed away I take my self My soul bleeding deep Heart has withered only to reap Pain and anguish is all allowed No light in sight I’m too proud Release my pain floating away To relinquish my soul set it free! My sorrow has lifted my own is near Wanting to be free and painless Take my heart and toss it away Only able to cry Hardened to the touch it waits to be loved Waiting for someone to care Always end up here Depressed and lonely Drawn and without care Pain runs to deep Burning and scaring long and hard! Some to stay forever Never letting me awake Keeping me down dragging my head Someday may it lift! I have friends who care! I’m the one at fault for it is I! If I can’t care for me, where will I be? Lonely at last day in and out Why do I try same old thing Maybe? One day it will happen! For now I remain!