Loneliness Lesson of Life!

Life meant family and friends group Selfless love and care flowed truth Making all cheerful is all my heart knew Till I was taken out of “My” crew. Primed such a different appeal Still somewhere heart finds and feels But its’ just the own shadow Again I creep…cry deep….. creep Holding my hands with assurance Slowly I relied upon with all faith Never asked questions to validate Now it pains deep within….loving hate! The presence of so many around Each day, each second trying a way out Register a gleaming face as years before Can’t help …heart seeking lively death Soul is crawling some distances far-off Days and nights brightened to be dark Isolation only among the traversed path Could no longer feel the deepest of love Sitting numb among a group having fun Failed even the strongest beam of Sun To sensitize me to any happiness or pain Lying alone with my shouting silent mate Careless whisper knocks the door to initiate Loneliness knows not to interrogate As it struck silent that very bright day When trust failed …..Love line decayed Do not endeavour to lead me anymore I am glad as I know not to differentiate Even feelings have played hide and seek Dark shadow betrayed ….all in bleak…I creep No lessons or any instructions to follow My companion well versed with sorrow Just a sole wish to meet my “Other Self” As that will lead to a brighter tomorrow… Eyes staring isolation –an invisible Chief Again I creep…sigh deep….. No sleep My friend! Will not abandon and deceive Will not gift what I received A falsely true relationship ….. So many heart beats….yet loneliness speaks!