Loneliness

I am in a full room with familiar faces but I am alone I look on every face and none of them are you I smile to keep everyone happy but I am so sad on the inside I am so alone, so hollow, so unhappy I just want to survive this crowed room I hate pretending I am okay I see couples holding hands and I keep wishing it was us I keep wondering why god didn’t work his magic on us I am so alone; this loneliness is so unreal I keep wishing I could roll back time, I just want back that moment we kissed The wickedest thing in life is to live an empty life, wanting something you can’t find