Loathing

Loathing By: Sami LaRose 5/01/12 When I think of you I try not to think I hate. You used to be, My only kind if escape But as time went along The song in our heats went on And to you needed me no longer I tried to remain sane, I tried to be stronger But resisting you was impossible So I continued to slip and spiral downward; Until I finally hit the ground My skull cracked open There was blood all Over the floor But I could not feel anything anymore; The thought of you Drove me insane It made me question That I could have a disease inside my brain As the ambulance came rushing My blood was a' gushing With the memories of us. I began crying Because what I had been waiting for came true As all the thoughts Of us Gushed out into the Pool of blood. Finally free I thought to myself But at what risk? I couldn't let him hurt Anyone else like this From that day on I made a promise To myself to stay strong And if I ever lost The song inside my My heart again Id okay this video on repeat To remind me How fast a life can end in defeat