Little meaning

Today my life has little meaning, The hurt of loss is what I'm feeling, Losing my love is why I'm grieving, The cancer that was has got me seething, The doctors advice was misconceiving, All the meds she was receiving, The second scan read she was achieving, That turned out to be deceiving. The end was near the cancer was showing, Unknown to us both her life slowly going, Before I knew it my tears were flowing, I said my goodbyes as her breath was slowing. And then it stopped no more blowing, My hurt for my love will always be growing, A lot of close friends were left not knowing, 3yrs she suffered that's 3years I'm owing. What Cheryl taught us was to honour her passing, If she saw us fools now she would dance about laughing, Cause this woman was tough she did no complaining, Most people would crumble but she kept believing Now she has left us where left with a hole, Which can only be filled with her pain free sole.