Lilacs and Daisies

I wish my mind wouldn't run off wild sometimes, Or at the very least take my heart with it. There is so much for us to live for. I truly am sorry for my nasty remarks and my uncanny ability of slamming the door. I was triggered by something and cant seem to shake it. Do you love me any less or am I just crazy? Are these merely my demons resurfacing? You probably thought I was all lilacs and daisies. Well if that's what you thought, you thought wrong. I lost some control, I'll admit. But I can only apologize for so long. Instead of taking your frustrations out on me, why don't you look to the person who put the damage in me? I wish I could be different just for you, Cause you deserve everything under the moon. I wish for your sake I was all Lilacs and Daisies. I can think of no one who deserves that more than you.