Lifes Regrets

Its never lonely On streets so dark n shady Cant find nothin left before. Me Cant see how thoughts like this run Through me so quickly . I see what was given but NEVER took more then needed.. only pain. Of the same thing with in cant seem to forgive so I tent to hold it all in.. never changes Not give up easy the bars surround me prison nor life ever came easy allways found my self .. in losing hardly gaining . Stories worth da time of tellin. Chose da path I walk n hold my head up highly. Regreats of to many things.. but never once in a life time do I have something I can say smiling proudly but givin birth to my babies ... this is a true story. An I say it not with hate but truth behind me .. n fast like its a rush right through me ... for give me .. for being me an not caring so, sudden peace..