Letter To April

Hey babe. How ya doing? Is life treating you good? Are you happy now? I hope you are. I hope everything is working out for you. I hope you can find what you're looking for. You know you can never go back. You know you can't change what has already been done. You have to look forward. We have to look forward. The past can not be undone. We have to look forward. No more pointless day dreaming. No more thinking of "what if." I only hope that you're happy with the decisions you've made. I only hope that this is what you wanted. Did it play out the way you wanted? Did your life turn out the way you planned? Did all your expectations get filled? Was I holding you back? I'm sorry if I was. I thought you wanted more. I thought you wanted better. Better than what you grew up with. Better than what we had. Obviously better than what we had. I'm sorry for everything. Everything that added to nothing. Obviously nothing is what I had to offer. Good thing you didn't take it. I love you.