Letdown

Memory of you Coming to my mind After some time In my own world Forgetting about you Appreciating everything with you Right time Right place You were something Almost special The sweetest one I ever have Butterfly crush Making me sweet 16 Finally free to love With you The words that pulled me through Motivating to be More than I am Nice and comforting Wanting to hug you In my sleep Thinking of days ahead Exploring together Old and grey If not At least a good memory For us to cherish and remember Smiles and chuckles But then Speaking too soon You hide a secret from me Making me a fool Thought I was the only one Astonishing Been treated like nothing happened Happily carry on Angst Hurt Betrayed Hating you No longer special Wanting you Out of sight Out of my life Sad This ends tragedically Every part of you Ghosted © Sue Sanzz 2020