Let Shit Go

Sharp Piercing Burning pits beyond my soul Your eyes tortured by the view they hold Scorned rose unlearned boundary preventing harm against my soul without understanding Immaturity happy not to grow Internally out of place Wanting Not knowing How Let go….. Let go..? Fuk no! The angry one Buried lost alone Fear Tightens her deadly grip on my soul Memory accumulation compares to Anchor steel is it possible to discard how I chose to live based on what countless did 40 years ago On that date entrusted gift thru birth Momma help me realize my worth No answer there instead a good ole fashion ***** Go to Hell Second guess.. who cares whatever Not Me Forever wondering will anyone love me unconditionally What the Fuk so young yet I don't want to care anymore close to Unbearable Hide Be invisible Prayer suddenly Overlooking Maybe the dirty old bastards won't No need to say a word Children Bitches Whores Ment to be seen never heard Where When How Was I supposed to believe the Lord Not a tenth of my life has been ever told Using these words to Let **** go