Leaving You

I hate leaving you in that god awful place. It breaks my heart, that sad expression upon your face. A visit of only once a month is not enough I never want to leave it is so tough. I hope you know this was never my choice, For my opinion was never allowed a voice. Four years of us being apart. It constantly breaks my heart. You are my son and I love you dearly. If I had known, another choice I would have made, clearly. Forgive me my son, For I know the battle was not won. But one day soon you will be free. One day soon you will be back with me.