Leave Me Be

oh, these words that should come easily, how do they clog and run together until not one thought do i have that is all its own but more a combination of two or more. images once so clear are now jumbled to the point that separately they are magnificent but together they are a melodrama, the Confusion that these thoughts bring is more then I can bear. i want to scream and throw my pencil away where i can No longer reach it, run from the room screaming and crying no longer able to find cohesion in my thought but more a mixture of once vibrant colors that seem so tawdry when placed together. No writer's block is this for ideas i have a plenty. no name have i ever heard it called to have more thoughts then i can use to the point where they are no longer contained