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life.... it seems to be some where between heaven and hell... love and hate.... living and dying... who knows what to expect out of life to some people everyday is a smile.... to others its a cry me? s@#t.. i don't give a f@#k anymore... i really don't.. go ahead and yell and scream! get in my face and curse! tell me s@#t that may or may not be true! send me away! because i don't give a f@#k anymore! i really don't wether you love me.. or simply hate me... doesn't matter to me anymore i used to cry a bucketfull of tears at night when daddy left... i cried when i told you i hated you... when we fuss and fight.... argue but now? now im empty... i just don't give a f@#k anymore i have no more tears to shed.... no more smiles to give .... .... if i ever did something wrong to make you hate me like this... im sorry... wether you believe me or not.... im sorry... im sorry for everything i've done today yesterday a month ago... maybe years ago... im sorry... ..... .... ...i count the days till i leave... leave here... leave life... just leave...