Leading the Way

its hard when things dont go the way you planned when you screw up more and more and make things even harder for yourself. When you do things you shouldnt and know you shouldnt and then spend weeks worrying about it You know that its not you it never has been, or will be but you do it anyway In the moment it feels like it will take your troubles away make things better for just a moment A moment of rest, a moment of peace a moment of enjoyment that just leads to regret. There is nothing we can do to change what we do the choices we make and what we've done but we need to realise our mistakes and run with them Make our lives our own little special paradise Yet, we cant do that without pain and suffering so that we can truly love and be loved in return