Laugh Now Cry Never

Have you ever heared the term Laugh now and Cry later Well here is a new one Laugh now and Cry never Im sitting here laughing at all this pain I have in my heart and wondering why I havent cryed yet It hurt to the point where I fall on my knees but nothing come out It hurt to the point where If I ever see your face again I have thought of hurting you It hurt to the point where I want you to feel my pain But then again nothing come out I guess I am heartless Or I guess I let you mess my head up so bad to the point where I cant cry or feel anything So I am laughing now and never crying again Because remember everything that you have done and said to me You will see how It feels one day Im laughing on the outside But hurting in the inside But still no tears and i ask my self why But I dont want to know why Im just going to live by my new rules Laugh Now and CRy never No point of me wasting my tears for you because you are not feeling anything you dont care how I feel you dont see the pain and hurt that you have gave me But it ok Because i thank you I am a better women now and I will never let no