Last Entry

'This is it. My last entry. I have no more words left to say. I want to thank all the people in my life that I enjoyed and gave me their time. I had a great time, but now it's time for me to go. This path that I'm about to go down no one can help me, no one can hear me, or see me. I have demons inside me that I can't battle with anymore. I've given up, thrown in the white flag. Everyday you've haunted me, wanting my soul, wanting me to join you, go on your side. You've beckoned me in my dreams, called my name in reality while not being around, you've taken me to the deepest, darkest part of the world and trapped me there unable to get out. I've been in the dark most of my life, not able to see the faintest of light. Not one speck of the sunrise entering just darkness all around, engulfing me, strangling me until I finally give in. This depression has taken a life of its own and has come over me like a dark cloud that just won't go away. These demons just won't go away, won't leave me alone, I just can't escape them. So I'm going to take the red pill instead of the blue. And when I close my eyes for the last time may everyone be in peace.