Kill the Memory of You

Im going to eat this whole bottle of pills Hoping that your memory is what it kills Im going to drink this liquor to find That the memory of you goes away in time I wish it were so easy to forget you I wish it were so easy to be free of you I wish I could just wish my Love for you away I wish I could wake up to no more pain But wishing does nothing Wishing cant make you Love me Wishing cant make my Love for you fade Or make me forget about the pain So... Im going to eat this while bottle of pills Hoping that your memory is what it kills Im going to drink this liquor to find That the memory of you goes away in time I want you to be here to say how much you Love me today I want you to hold me all night long when you know that somethings wrong I want you to be here everyday, so your picture of me wont fade I want you to Love me and me alone But wanting does nothing Wanting cant make me forget you Wanting cant bring you here Or make your picture of me remain clear So... Im going to eat this whole bottle of pills Hoping that your memory is what it kills Im going to drink this Liquor to find That the memory of you goes away in time Im going to eat this whole bottle of pills Hoping that its me that it kills Im going to drink this liquor to find That inside Im beyond dying