Kill me with Disbelief

Here I lay as a shadow before you Of my former self that has been lost forever They say that time heals all wounds But not that it doesn't leave scars See the person that I have now become And feel ashamed of the damage you caused Your disbelief makes me feel numb I can't even be bothered to convince you Punish me for being the victim Damage my soul even more then before Just another consumer of the system Keeping my eyes trained low to the floor Death comes swiftly to us all But to me it couldn't come sooner As nails pin me here against the wall And vultures wait in eager anticipation May curses rain upon the heads of those Who have amplified my sufferings threefold Your disbelief is what makes me know To never trust a soul in this life again So carry on killing me with disbelief