Kerry

my kerry, my friend, my company, you died, you left me, you fought cancer, car crash and coma, there we find you, dead all alone, crisps on the floor, your cider, you drink no more, husband in prison, I was your only friend, I feel selfish, now that i'm alone again, you was a pain sometimes, txt me all the time, wanting to come over, even when I wanted to unwnind, but you was my friend, even when I was ill, you would bug me, but it was all in good will, you cared for me, I cared for you, white cider and the wine, sherry and no food, killed your body, I helped as much as I could, not enough, I blame myself, should of told you to stop, but I am the same, maybe im next, I drink too much, maybe that's what I want, ive had enough.....my Kerry..... Kerry, I miss you........