Just Thinking

This came to me when I was sitting in my room, reading poems of doom and gloom. Other poems of despair and dread, even poems where people want to be dead. What, did you miss taking your meds. Now think about it, laying in the ground non the wiser all you are good for is fertilizer, because it's not good keeping all that despair and dread in your head. It's negative energy tugging and pulling at your soul, trying it's best to pull you into a black hole. The deeper you go the more you yearn and the closer you get to no return. I know life is hard and sometimes not fair, but death is final and this I declare. Although when you die you will awake again, standing before The Lord with that tremendous sin. You see your life is made just for you and you will go through stress and strife but that's just a part of life. Like in school you had to pass test after test, to make you grow and be your best. Cause you will run into problems to big to face, but you can call on The Lord and He will take your case. But you will hear people say, don't show your emotions stay tightly wrapped and a lot have gone down from believing that crap. Your life is your's it fit's you like a glove, you are special, for your life comes from above. So when things are too hard on you, remember, you are not alone, you can call on Him anytime and you don't need a phone. If you are living in the night, He will bring you out of that dark place and into the light. The next person you see you will know what they are going through, what to say and what to do. And without a doubt this is what life is all about. I know, I've been there, I'm living proof, this is how I know, what I am writing is the plain truth. People heard my plea, they pulled me up and really helped me. And it was all by The Grace of The Lord, when things were just too hard. So again it's all up to you. Now before that death way you choose, give Him a try, what have you got to loose. O, Your Life? Yea Right...